Rock Needs River: A Memoir About a Very Open Adoption
by Vanessa McGrady
At this point in my own journey, I know quite a bit about adoptees, their issues and wounds. I know a bit about birth parents. I have learned less about the adoptive parent.
Of course, I had four of them – my grandparents – but they weren’t adoptive parents to me, they were my grandparents. It is interesting though, how now when I think about grandparents, it is the original grandparents that I have come to know, that I think of as “my grandparents”.
The issues related to adoption are complex and diverse. I’ve seen letters from my mom’s adoptive mother about how happy she was to receive my mom, for her to become her daughter. I believe it was my dad’s adoptive parents love for him that kept me in the family, instead of being given up for adoption myself.
In the excellent book, The Primal Wound by Nancy Newton Verrier, one learns about a lot of the issues. Nothing I have read yet, touches on the issue of infertility that begins the journey of most adoptive parents, like the book I am reading now – Rock Needs River. This book covers the issue well. She also touches on the powerful feelings that an adoptive parent feels towards the child they raise.
I listened to an interview with McGrady today. Here’s a few takeaways.
“Where do I come from?” and “Where do I belong?”
are questions that confound and comfort us
from the time we are tiny until we take our final breath.
Birth parents are marginalized. The decision not to be a parent.
Feminist parenting – about non-gendered opportunities.
Small aggressions are the things we need to stop.